December 4, 2004 - January 13,2005
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Yes. It's me again! I thought i had finished my blog for today few minutes ago, but this is not true. Indeed i had more to write for today.
I am listening to Louis Armstrong, which is reminding me about HIM. YES! The fool i should delet from my memory like a junk email in my email box. Sigh~ I feel so blue because i can not stop thinking about him while i am still trying so hard to forget about him! Yea i know it is absolutely contradicted, but this is true. Ever since i decided to get him out of my mind, i deleted his msn and phone number. Indeed i even cut the picture we took together into pieces. Um... I wil be fine... I guess i have to take some time to forget him, before i have a new target in my life.
Wow! How long have i not been writting one blog since last time? I could hardly remember the exact day and time!
A new had just begun yesterday since i just had my 19th birthday. Yes. Sigh... I guess recently i have too much work to do that i dont' even have a tiny bit of room to breathe. What does the fresh air smell like outside of my window? All the summative projects have kept me so busy that i could not think of antying else. What life should be. How it should flow... um... i dont' know what i am saying... yea..haha... i guess i should take some time to think that through... no kidding...this is very important!
Oh yea! Yesterday Perry, Mable and Kenneth bought me a cake... oh my gosh! I was so surprise that i didn't know what to say! Lol.. anyway...i feel thankful to have them as my friends... well... actually it's not a bad thing to stay behind...otherwise i wont' have a chance to know them! Sigh...but this semseter is ending pretty soon... i will always miss the people, teachers, environment and HOMEWORK from UHS... Sigh... yea...i guess that's all i have for today! As i always tell myself nowadays, THE SUNSHINE WILL EVENTUALLY COME BACK TO ME, THEN A NEW BEGINNING WILL START! YEA! Good luck and work hard this year, MILALA!! Yea..that's it for today!
